I was feeling burned out over the last couple months... I'd been working very hard for several years... with varying degrees of success, either huge or not-so-huge, depending on perspective.
To me, it was a roller-coaster, and I needed a break... so I stopped most of what I was doing, and spent quite a bit of time relaxing and soul-searching. Sounds like it could have been really lovely - but most of the time it wasn't. Being confused can be really painful (even torture at times), and definitely not-fun.
But, I finally did break through, and now I'm on the other side. Seeing things differently, I now have a different perspective and focus. I am SO grateful for this new sense of purpose and direction - even though a great deal still needs to be clarified.
I started practicing differently, and organizing my time differently throughout the day, as well.
I've decided to devote much more time to my creative pursuits, within a deeper context of communion with Spirit and careful attention to listening to my Inner Guidance or Intuition.
Letting go of worry and self-doubt, and TRUSTING more and more.
Not easy. But absolutely necessary, I understand....and I know.
So....
That means I'm doubling my violin practice time, and I'm back to writing a book (third try's the charm!), and spending much more time on mindset, meditation, and more of what is truly important to me.
My biggest challenge is to trust this personal process, and that it is paying off in both imaginably and unimaginably wonderful ways!
I'm surrendering to what I know I need to do, what I can do, and what I'm good at.
I'll continue to share my process with you, and your comments are always welcome!
With Love,
Jennifer
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